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February 21 2012
Dear Jen,
I was browsing through Facebook. I totally forgot about those photos you were tagged in. Hmm.. Good times. I also saw photos of some of your friends still in college. Good times. Plus I also saw photos of your classmates' siblings. Now in High School. Sat in those seats you once kept warm. They just had Junior-Senior prom. Remember the dress you wore?
God don't we just love photos. You are such a guy - visually stimulated. But you do remember that one scent, right? Trudging through the halls of a different school. 6:45am sun. Was pretty long and gloomy for a 3-minute walk. And when you weakly push through those ceiling-high doors, that ghastly floral perfume reminded you of where you are and where you aren't.
You know, I reckon why you never had too many friends on Facebook. Or why you dont have too many photos. It's not because you try to be private. It is not because you are an attention whore. It is because you are ashamed - of the little things you have done and have luckily recorded as carbon imprint. No one would notice. Really. Why bother?
You just weren't brave enough. You never took chances. You always played by the rules. You kept to what you knew you were good at. You remember why you never left the house without your watch on the left, scrunchy and lucky bracelet on your right? It's because you like to be bound. You want to be tugged back in line when you sway.
Are you still the same?
Click.
Delete account.
Your account will be completely terminated after 7 days.
Click.
Help me for the next 7.
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Comment by siri on February 22, 2012 at 12:44am -
i think you are good so you keep on writing sis :)
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Comment by Padre on February 22, 2012 at 9:01am
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nicely done...got a knack in writing agree ako kay nicci
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Comment by Akazukin Chacha on February 22, 2012 at 1:09pm -
Your blog reminded me of something that I read this morning and I thought of sharing it with you.
"As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back." - Unknown
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Comment by jen on February 22, 2012 at 2:54pm -
Thank you bebe, Padre, and nicci :)
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Comment by ®SoujI is InspireD® on February 22, 2012 at 6:18pm -
nice one... :)
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Comment by ▬Boy Bastos▬ on February 24, 2012 at 4:30pm -
...good read!,when ur heart is full, it will be great after 7...: )
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Comment by Gemino Cui on February 24, 2012 at 10:38pm -
dear jen,
are you homo? is that the reason why you try to choose your friends? carefully screening friends from the old days so they wouldnt know? you were very subtle at hiding you faggotry but subtleness may not be enough. why you wore a dress (at the prom) then it turned out that youre a guy. dresses arent for guys. normal guys like dresses on girls, but not on themselves. is your true name john? now you just came out of the closet and decided to name yourself jen? rustom cant hold your thong. youre way too better than he or she can ever be. im glad you came out and is now very happy. im sorry to tell that god is not happy, the priests arent happy that you are happy. your father obviously isnt happy too. anyway, dont mind/ hope you live happily ever after. good luck!
your internet friend who obviously wishes you to be happy , gemino cu
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Comment by jen on February 25, 2012 at 10:29am
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Dear Gemino Cui,
Your About Me says it all.
Your internet friend who obviously wishes you to be happy,
Jen
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